nightmare?

So last night I had a dream... I wouldn't totally classify it as a nightmare because most people think of frightening stuff.  This dream wasn't frightening, but it was unpleasant!  so it does technically fall under the definition of "nightmare" according to my macbook dictionary! haha
I don't really wanna talk about the dream much...just cos its weird and I hope it never happens or anything close to it ever happens... or like.. even the meaning I got out of the dream ever happens.  I feel like it was just my mind and heart being weird to me.

Anyways, it was a sad dream.  and today, for the first time in 18 years, i woke up sad.  That is weird.

anyways, i'm feeling much better now, cos i just signed a job! HAHA but yeah! hope you all wake up to this beautiful day! cos it's nice today! :D hah no lies! i can already feel the weather seeping into my pores and giving me happy energy again.  I think! HAHA Iunno, im feeling like i'm in my pondering mood.  I feel like if you give me a hammock, or a bed outside with 25 degrees C weather, a nice breeze, no insects or bugs or w/e, i could sit outside all day in the sun just thinking about stuff.