Christ pursues me!!

I am so glad!!! HAHA because no matter what, Christ is always pursuing me!  Even though I don't deserve it, as long as I want Him, He is ALWAYS there for me! ... Like always!  It's actually funny because it's actually super duper easy...yet at the same time, it's not...because you don't always feel like pursuing it!  But then when you do pursue Christ, you realize that it's so much better!  He gives you hope, love and joy!! and so much more!

Today i was reading James 1 and all I can say is that I really needed to read that! (I haven't read James in a while cos I read is so much before and I'm like i wanna explore new passages, but i felt the spirit nudging me to read it! LOL so i was like... okay! and He really spoke to me through it! and really comforted me!.. though I already knew the stuff it said, it was such a great reminder!  I can feel Christ pursuing me!) even today's sermon spoke to me today!!! It was about what it takes to be a disciple of Christ! and it's really not easy! it truly is all or nothing! and it actually is "the best or nothing" haha! all being the best LOL just incase u guys didn't catch that!  There were some things in the sermon that I really liked and really helped encourage me!

Christ is so amazing!  He always loves me, even when I don't feel like loving Him back!  His love for me is unconditional and purposeful...super intentional! I pray that one day, I will be able to love like Christ loves!  That I will be able to pursue the same way He pursues! And that in everything, I may do everything to glorify God!  I pray that I will truly love my wife like Christ loves me/the church.  It's such an amazing parallel!  I pray that I will never complain...that I will never blame my wife for anything, but to love her like Christ loves me...unconditionally! and continue to pursue her patiently and gently yet firm just how Christ continually pursues me!

okay i was chilling with jeff and brian! so I forgot my thoughts! LOLOl oh well!!!! haha!

SMile!!

Jireh!

blogging...

Mannnn LOL sometimes, I wish I could just like.. think something, then have blogger post everything i was thinking!! haah cos myyyy i have so many things i want to talk about but i'm just tooo lazy to type it all out! LOL basically what happene,d whas my laptop sort of broke, so i couldn't type anything more than a sentence so i just saved my thoughts for when my comp got fixed/back to normal! and now that it is back to normal... mannnnn i just don't want to blog!! lol okayyyyy here are the potential topics i'll be blogging about.. this is just notes for the future so i know what to blog about LOL

1. last last saturday (best day ever..cheer in the morning, coras after, sleep, keg, 007) (nov 24)
2. God is sovereign! I'm not my own, I'm His! - God can do anything He wants... (nov. 26)
3. Nationals...pics and stuff? (Dec 2)
4. being in the world but not of it (john 17) (Dec 3)

and i think that's it for now! the dates in brackets are the days i was supposed to blog about it/had the idea to blog about it! haha

i'll start blogging later! LOl but yeah! just needed to write this down somewhere cos I don't really have time atm to legit start blogging!!! haha i might get too carried away! haha maybe i'll do one a day .. starting tmr! lol but we'll see!!