koin!

Got together with koin group today for the frist time in a while!! hah it was nice! refreshing and encouraging!! i'm excited for this year! LOL i don't really know what to expect! LOL but i hope we all grow together and i hope all our relatiionships with God gets that much better!!!
One thing i hope is that we all get that fire for God!! haah you know that feelingyou get when you get infatuated with that pretty girl?? the feeling that you wanna always see her and be with her and just get to know her so much more?  I want us to all have that same feeling but for God!  I'll admit that its not always there for me! but honestly, if we genuinely WANT God that much... how will we not grow or become closer to Him?! unlike a girl, there is no mystery in this relationship!  He loves us and its ALWAYS at least one way (Him loving us).  we just need to love Him that much back and if we love Him, we will become close to Him and yeahh! *sigh* i'm happy! AHHA

mannn my back hurts though! so if you guys would pray for me for taht that would be great! just hurt it while cheering! LOL as long as it doesnt break i'm okay i think! HAHA but yeah! LOL

Smile and be happy! :)

My Utmost for His Highest

LOL! this will probalby sound weird but i read utmost today nd i'm like okay nice!! just the usual feeling i get i guess after reading it. LOL then i like.... started reading the title of the devotional book... LOL
My Utmost for His Highest My Utmost for His Highest My Utmost for His Highest.... i was just thinking about it because I've never thought about it before!  I know it sounds dumb that i never regarded the title of the book i was reading until now... but yeah! LOLOL like the meaning of the title is like.. soo powerful! LOL seriously! if you don't know what Utmost means it means "most extreme; greatest" according to a dictionary on my macbook LOL. so My MOST EXTREME for His Highest! LOl honestly i never even noticed the "my" before either.. so i used to just read it as utmost for his highest.. and i'm like. okay w/e! but really, its MY BEST for His Highest!
LOL i know i'm being like super redundant here but yeah! i just thought it was so powerful really having the meaning of this title clicking for me!  It's always something i've been thinking about. i don't know how to explain it yet, but i guess after reading it today it really helped remind me that I am here because God put me here.  (here being.. earth i guess LOL). and I really should be doing everything for Him and be giving Him my utmost because He deserves it!  Right now I'm in school! so i will try to do my best in that for Him and see where He takes me.  I am also in cheerleading now too! so hopefully i can do my best in there and do whatever He wants me to do i guess!

anyways this was cool!
Smile guys and be happy!

First practice!

So first practice was pretty good today!!! got there on time and everything! lol
something i realized is that there are a lot of really good looking girls on my team! LOL like it's a good thing! but then yeahh! i was thinking about it on the way back home today after practice!  mainly.. i was thinking about the "two eyeball" principle! okay so let me tell you what happened

So i went into practice today and saw a lot of good looking girls LOL some in particular stuck out more because i found them more physically appealling.. okay i know this sounds weird but it happened LOLOL anyways! later on we had to do a pyramid thing and one of my roles was to help spot and literally grab onto this girl's butt/thigh area... LOL and she happened to be one of the girls taht stuck out to me earlier. and yeah as a spotter i have to holder her thighs and literally stare at her butt area... LOL I know for most guys they would be like.. OH YEAHHHH!!! or something! but then.... iunno its just weird for me if i think like that!  After a while i got my mind back into the right mindset ... "this is cheerleading" and everything was fine then because honestly, if i dont hold that girl, then she could potentially fall and get hurt so it is important to do that!  If my DG is a cheerleader now, i'll understand if guys touched your thigh/butt because they are only (or should only be) doing it to protect you.

Don't worry DG! my eyes will only be for you! I guess i'll just have to keep praying and keep everything in cheerleading professional!!  I do feel like God wanted me to get on the team this year! and I think He has a purpose for me on this team! i just don't know it yet!

anyways
SMILE ppl! and be happy! :D

CHEERLEADING!

SO I"M REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW! :D lolol!

i made the University of Western Ontario's CHEERLEADING TEAM!!! lol

yes!!! i am super happy! :D haha i dont even know what to say! HAHA i thought i wasn't going to make it cos during the tryouts i like.. DIED for the hill running part!! LOl but yeah! i'm happy! LOL 

Hope you all come out to see me cheer!!! even thoguh i'll probably be just a spotter for this year! :D first real practice is tmr!! :D yay!!!

SMILE and be happy! :D

waiting but scared at the same time! LOL

So i've been thinking about my DG a lot recently... LOL just this morning basically! AHHA but anyways, i thought about what if I'm not ready for a relationship, but you are already?  I feel bad for keeping you waiting!  I guess if you can't wait you wouldn't be my DG, but still! anyways, I am trying to become more mature in all ways... LOL!

Something i find interesting that i forgot to blog about before was how much one of my friends have matured over the past couple of years! so this was how the convo was....

Me: DANNG you're picking up a book from that person?!... i really don't like reading!! lol

Ak:  haha yeah me too! but when i found out how much I can learn from reading, i forced myself to read.

Me: oh! cool! lol

honestly, that is a pretty mature response!  I think i'm going to start reading in my spare time as well so i can get to know more stuff! :)  I think the book i'm starting to read now is "crazy love" but its at my house somewhere! i read the first little bit and hadn't had a chance to finish reading it! but i will finish it and let you know what i think about it! :D

I hope you can wait for me! cos i'm pretty sure you will be the one ready first! and yeah! i would have no problem waiting for you to be honest! LOL i'm patient! kind of! LOLOL

SMILE and be happy! :)

Sneezing!

AHAH so i had a convo with my friend like.. a couple weeks ago about sneezing !LOLOL! I am CONVINCED that every girl that sneezes in a "cute" way does it on purpose!!! LOL they do the "ACHOO!! *cute squeal*" thing and i'm like... they are faking it!!! anyone can do taht if they wanted to!!! I KNOW U ARE FAKING! LOLOL but i'm joking! cos my sister did it once and i was like.. "did u do that on purpose?" and she's like no.... so iunno.... BUT she also said she doesnt sneeze like that all the time! just sometimes! i would sneeze like a girl if i could but my voice doesnt go high and i cant do that squealing thing! LOLOLOL OOH MYY! AHAH i rmb now! this one time! like.. a while back, this girl sneezed normally nd then like.. 2-3 secs later she did a squeal..> LOL i was like.. *face palm* *Jireh is shaking his head now* iunno though! maybe ppl actually sneeze like that! LOLOl cos i know my dad sneezes like.. a big loud cough/scream! LOLOL SOOO JOKESS!! its actually soo funny/scary when its like.. quite and then out of no where he sneezes! AHAH i've tried doing it! its fun! LOL i can sneeze liek that if i think about it! LOL for me... i just sneeze normally but i always do it like.. 3 times in a row or soething! i can't sneeze JUST once! LOL so weird i know eh? but yeah i'm not faking it! LOL

SMILE and be happy ppl!!! summer was busy so i had no time to blog! HAHA my longest day i worked was from 5am to 3am the next day! HAHAA

working out at the gym is boring

OH MAN! so i went to the gym today and mann is it boring! LOLOL i MISS CROSSFIT!! LOLOL but today was cool!! i met an exchange student from France! her name was Marthe and i met some guy from germany LOL i forgot his name! LOL since she probalby won't be reading this it probably doesnt matter if i actually write her name down! AHHA but yeahhh! sooo coooll!!! people come to my school for an exchange!! haah she seemed like a nice girl but yeah.. i dont think i'll ever see her again in my life! HAHA! she smelled good! haah so thats a good thing! LOL i like girls who smell nice! you don't have to like.. spray super amounts of perfume or anything! just be clean and smell like yourself! LOL and i like that usually! as long as ur clean! LOL (aka no BO) lol cos i dont think anyone likes BO! LOL

Someone asked me a while back that if i get a girlfriend and if she farts will i like the smell... LOLi'm like.. uhhhh.. NO! LOL a FART IS A FART! LOL i dont even like the smell of my own fart! LOLOL i'll probably have higher tolerance for her than normal friends but yeah! LOL i dont like bad smells! LOLOL but yeah! not saying that you can't fart in front of me! LOl i think thats fine! HAHA just.. i probalby won't like the smell of your farts... unless it smells like mints or something! LOL but thats like impossible! LOl but then my friend's feet apparently smells like mints according to another friend of mine! LOL  Dont worry DG! i dont mind your fart! you can fart ini front of me if u need to! LOl just be urself and i'm happy! HAHA

SMILE i'm gonna post about sneezing now! LOL