So, i should be studying/sleeping right now, but my stomach is DYING so i can't do anything.... or rather, i can't really think or even sleep! I think it's cos I ate too much sashimi today or something... ugh! it hurts!...
ONE more thing about diarrhea... It's not JUST the smell.. man your stomach hurts like crazy!.. like..right now, i feel like dying! Even AFTER you go...you still don't feel satisfied...so it really kind of sucks! oh yeah! another thing!.. Your BUTT hole hurts too! ahah no lies! Diarrhea happens when there is sped up peristalsis in your intestines right? That's why it's all watery and nasty...cos it didn't spend enough time in the large intestine!.. BUT it also obviously didn't spend enough time in the small intestine for sure! That chyme that comes out from your stomach that is supposed to get neutralized.. i feel like it doesn't when you have diarrhea! so its almost like.... poohing out...acid from your butt! and yeah... that does not feel good! trust! Anyways, I hope i can go to sleep after this blog and wake up not miserable! haha
Anyways...10 things i want to say to 10 different ppl right now!
hmmm which 10 ppl? LOL w/e! I'm not gonna say names. this is in NO particular order! each one of you guys are cool, and if i could do this to all my firends, i would! but yeah.. this is literally the first 10 ppl coming to my mind right now.. LOL!
1. This is actually to 2 ppl.. because they are like a pair! HAHA! anyways guys, thanks a lot for being patient with me and loving me every day of my life! I know you guys love me and I hope you guys know that I love you too! HAHA yeah.. i don't say it that often...but yeah, it's true! I feel like I understand better how much you both care for me after I went to university! haha! some of the things one of you guys say are so jokes but at the same time, in the end, it brings me up! The other one person.. you say things that are on your mind because you care for me! ahha I'm still trying to...understand how you encourage ppl LOL, but I know deep down you def do care about me! It's fun talking with you ppl and i think you guys are pretty much the only ppl in the world that can make me upset! .. obviously u guys can make me happy and w/e but yeah most ppl can't get me angry... unless they try to annoy me.. but then that's just... weird! HAHA Anyways, thanks for always being there for me and loving me! lol btw.. to one of you.. i just thought of this AFTER if finished typing up the 10th person... PLEASE do not comment on this blog saying.. "study, study, study..." because LOL..yeah! well.. if you want to i guess you can....w/e
2. This is also gonna be to 2 ppl too, just cos i don't wanna separate them right now for time purposes! AHAH Anyways, thanks guys for also being there for me pretty much ALL the time! I def look up to both of you on ... every level! AHAH spiritually, physically, academically, romantically ;) and whatever other way there is! HAHA It's always really fun talking to you guys! even though most of our convos inevitably somehow turns into silences, then "what do you wanna talk about", then i'll say... "girls" HAHAH yeah! u know what I'm talking about! haha! Anyways, I know one of you guys are getting married soon, so yeah! good luck with that! To be honest, i thought it was a little weird at first, but now, I am totally for this marriage! I think it's totally cool! lol so just incase you didn't know, you have my support! haha! Anyways, thanks a lot guys for being my role model for most of my life! I feel like I turned out to be a mix of you guys! kind of... well, if you look at a venn diagram of both of you, i would equal to everything taht doesn't overlap in you guys, but everythign that does overlap, i dont think i have... for example... smartness LOLOL JKJK but yeah! anyways, thanks for loving me guys and yeah i love you too!
3. Okay finally, this is just to one person! AHA! okay! so.. ahah! i don't really know where to start! AHAH I'll make it obvious who u are though. We used to play.... "friends" when we were younger..> LOL i still think back to that.. and i think about how.... dumb that game was! ahah it wasn't even a game! i don't know what it is.. if you forget... good i guess! HAHA Anyways, I wanted to let you know that I love you! haha! I really hope you grow up to be a girl LOL sorry, i mean woman that...has confidence! I feel like i have influenced you a bit, but yeah! haha! be confident in God! cos yeah! it's hard to explain.. but you know what i'm talking about! You are beautiful! trust! ahah its weird coming from me, but it's true! haha! LIke...yeah! haha Anyways, if you have any problems, I hope you know who you can talk to!! right now, i can think of 5 ppl (4.5...JKJK).. and i think u know which 5 im talking about !HAHAH anyways, I hope you find a good guy! rmb, for your first date, I'M going on it, not you! haha! I gotta make sure he's a good man first! I actually can't wait for that day! AHHA it's going to be so fun! almost like an interview! AHAH oh yeah! i should start preparing questions! AHAH w/e! Anyways, I hope you take life as it is, and not compare yourself with anyone! You are who you are because God created you that way!
4. NICE! haha So...I just wanted to say, thanks for always being there for me too! .. well.. not ALWAYS, but yeah always ever since we got close! HAHA! This might be weird for one person.. but yeah i have told you this before. LOL After thinking back about prom and how i didn't get to go with the person i wanted to go with lol... I tried to think positive! ahha and something GOOD actually came out of.. you know.. the prom thing! ANYWAYS, what ended up happening was that we essentially were each other's "dates"! HAHA so jokes! and we just got to know each other sooo much better through that and other stuff! I really don't know why we didn't click before that day, but yeah! after that, we somehow... CLICKED! like....i cant think of anything.. but you know what I mean! I am really happy to have you as my best friend man! HAHA! I love you like a bro! haha! Anyways, I'm really happy you are making a decision to get baptized and stuff! :) super happy about that! i'll be there supporting you every second of it! even if i get stomach flu.. LOL actually i just pray that doesn't happen... cos stomach flu SUCKS! okay! i have a lot more to say, but, i'm just going to move on... i can tell you in person if you really want! haha but yeah!
5. So yeah! I miss you a lot!! You are going to always be a very important and precious person in my life! from the moment we met, (when i was forced to "socialize" with you LOL) we clicked! and we just became such great friends! I really miss the times we had together while they lasted! I am sorry for being awkward when we see each other! just cos... after not seeing you for like.. a year, then seeing you for a day or two, i'm SOO happy, but nervous at the same time! I feel like everytime we meet up to see each other, once i START getting comfortable with you again, we have to split up again! :(:(!! You will always be my best friend even though we don't talk anymore... even though we haven't talked for like.. 2 years now!.. because I know that you will always be there for me and I know that FOR SURE, i will ALWAYS be there for you because i love you a lot (in a friend way). You really did change my life a lot! My brother always says that ever since i met you, i was changed in a good way! haha! I'm not going to lie, i did feel weird when you got your bf! lol but yeah! thinking about it now, it's not weird at all! LOL! I hope you find an really amazing guy as well! ps. YOU BETTER INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDING!.. if not, im going to self invite myself! HAHA along with the rest of my family! haha! but yeah! I feel like over the years, we both have changed a lot, and I really don't know if we'd still click? but that really doesn't matter to me LOL! Miss you! and if you read this, comment! cos i know you'll know it's you when you read it! if you want a hint...umm i dont knwo.. "in one of the first days i knew you, i stuffed my mouth with wasabi to impress you" LOL oh yeah! i wanna try out cheerleading next year! AHA it looks SOO cool! but i don't think i'll make it! HAHA.
6. I just want to say to you that I'm really glad we got to know each other so much better this summer! through talking together, playing softball together and just .. everythign? LOL i have gotten to know some sides of you that i didn't know of before! AHAH like ur not AS super serious as i thought! but you are mature.. for sure! HAAH I'm happy we still kind of keep in contact even though we go to diff universities and everything! Too bad you were on coop this term though! haha cos i went to loo SOO much this term because of my job training and stuff! I feel like we know each other so much more now and i hope our friendship will last! not going to lie, but i am sorry if you ever do feel like a third wheel or w/e sometimes... cos yeah i think about that sometimes because i think a lot! haha even though ppl might not think that! LOL nevertheless, you are not a third wheel! HAHA trustt! if you dont know what i mean... LOL thats good and sorry for making you think of it now! HAHA but yeha! i just wanted to say that! Thanks also for being there for me when i needed you and being supportive, giving me advice and ...SHOOT there was something else.. but i jsut forgot... but yeah.. it was something goood! dont worry! AHHA! Anyways, i hope all goes well! thanks for everything and i love you like a bro!
7. I hope this isn't weird for you...lol but there is always so much stuff i want to say to you, but you are one of the only ppl in my life, that is a friend, that I get really nervous around! HAHA so my mind goes blank! AHAH soo jokes! and when i have things to say, my mouth goes blank and i stutter so much you have no idea what i'm talking about! ahha sorry for that! Sorry for not really being myself when i talk to u .. if i ever do... one on one! lol i think i usually try avoiding it... cos i'll get too nervous or something. w/e...even now, i was thinking about not writing to you, but w/e! i dont care anymore...well i do! AHHA so i'm probably just going to stop now. but yeah, i really wish i got to know you better...
8. i have a lot of respect for you! even though i know you will never read my blog, i'm writing this to you anyways! HAHA I'm glad i got to talk with you a little bit during our small group ...meet ups? haah you are a really great guy and I'm glad I know you! haha i'm not going to lie, we ARE polar opposites! AHAH but yeah! i think it's cool! i think its funny we both know we had "beef" as kids but we don't rmb what it was about !HAHA i feel like it was probably just a personality clash! LOL cos tbh, we are soo different! So many things i do, that I dont think i would ever see you do in a million years! HAHA and so many things you do, that.. i could do.... but i just don't!LOL cos it's not part of who i am! AHAH I hope we can become better friends one day! haha
9. I would like to thank you for just being so welcoming this year! haha ACF def wouldn't ahve been the same experience for me if you weren't there! Thanks for being such a great small group leader and just giving me advice in everything! haha! You are a really great guy and i think you have a really great balance of jokes and seriousness! haah which is a good thing! haha Thanks for encouraging me a lot and just always being.... you? lol i dont really know how to describe it! haha but yeah! its a good thing !HAHA no worries! I hope that if I ever end up leading a small group, i will be able to do as good of a job as you did! Thanks man! :D
uh oh! its 10~ :(:( i dont know who to choose! LOL w/e!
10. Okay, i know you probably won't read this either, but I just wanted to let you know that I love you a lot too man! LOL I know i do screw up someitmes cos i'm not always the best at communicating and stuff, but yeah! I hope we can grow together as university progresses! (grow.. as in grow spiritually and grow in our friendship) LOl you are my best friend thats a guy in western for sure! I know we haven't talked much recently and school is taking it's toll and finding a person for our house next year is stressful, but i do hope that after all of this, we will still stay good friends and not let it screw up anything! after all, you're a cool guy! anyways, everything else/more details will come in person! AHHA just cos you probably won't read this anyways! LOL
WOW! taht was long, but it felt short.. kind of! anyways, i'm happy my stomach is feeling a little bit better! i hope i can go to sleep now! haha!
Smile and be happy!
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