LOl so i woke up this mornign and i felt fat! so i felt my belly and i'm like.. dannggg so fat! LOL and i looked at it.. and i noticed it getting bigger! LOOL so i'm like.. okay i neeed to control my diet now.... my "dieting" will be eating clean food! so like.. maybe instant noodles sometimes.. LOL but in general, just like.. fruit, veggies, meat, eggs, bread, pasta and w/e.. but in like good quantities! LOL like.. i should stop eating ALL the time and whatever i please! LOL
Oh wait.. actually i sort of came up with a new plan.. scrap everything i said.. i guess i said all that earlier cos i wanted to tell u what i ate for breakfast LOL and that was the following: 1 tomato, 1 avocado, 1 orange, 1banana and beef LOLOL it was surprisingly filling enough and it tasted good! haah but yeah
Anyways, now i think i need to workout more!!!! WORKOUT MORE TO EAT MORE!!! :D hahaaha but then, at the same time, eat clean! i'm keeping that part!!! LOL when i was writing the first paragraph, i was like.. yeah i wanna eat clean.. then for some reason i wrote "but in like good quantities" and then i'm like... "NOOOOO!!" LOL i dont actually wanna restrict my eating!!! i like eating a lot of food!! and honestly, that's why i sort of started working out in the first place! (or continued to work out) I started cos i wanted to get strong enough for the cheer team believe it or not LOL lame reason but w/e! now i love it and a pretty big motivation right now for me to work out is the fact that i can eat a lot of pretty much w/e and not get too fat! LOL There are some things, that i would just avoid cos my belly doesn't like it... like....2 mama burgers and a large fries LOL had that last week and my stomach felt sooo nasty.... i felt like i ate ball of grease...and it was like.. stuck in my gut! anyways, some junk food just isn't that appealing to me cos of that feeling.. but i'm not going to lie... i do splurge at McDonalds sometimes and get like.. 2 mcdoubles and 2 jr chickens witha large drink and fries LOL it's just tasty but i do regret it afterwards LOLOL
I was driving my mom to work today and realized how fail my life is! although I'm SUPPOSED to be studying and working hard, i'm not...and it's bad! past 2 days i've been waking up at like.. 11am LOL soooo late!! starting today i'm going to sleep at 12am and wake up at 7:30am. and do a morning jog!
I'm actually so serious about this. even though i know tmr i'll wake up at 7:30 and really not wanna do this!! if ur a friend of mine and u read this post, try to keep me accountable and txt me (only if ur up that early normally) Honestly, it will help a lot.. IF NOT, its okay!! i have SOME motivation in me i think!!
THEN, i'll do like.. Julie Foucher stuff. Come home, shower, eat breakfast, study for 3 hours, eat lunch, study for 3 hours then do whatever for the rest of the day including crossfit at 8pm!! I think this way, my days will feel more.. full... Recently, they've been feeling pretty empty.... talking about that, maybe I should try starting my mornings with God! I tried it before and failed, but i wanna try it again.. so maybe, i'll wake up... read my daily verse, try memorize it, Run and think about it, come back and read a chapter of whatever book i'm trying to go throough! atm, i'm going through Hebrews.. and i'm not going to lie.. its not as straight forward as i thought it was gonna be! LOL i might redo it after i'm done LOLOL!
Anyways, sorry for the long post, just random thoughts kept flowing so i kept writing! okay bye now!
Smile! :D
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