So, I'm just chilling here in UWO rec centre!  finished a nice work out!  which was MOSTLY cardio...it wasn't that intense.. but i was here for a long time!
I cycled, ran, squatted, tried benching but failed epicly, double skipped, and ran again! ahah seems like a lot, but i did it over like.. 2-3 hours LOL cos i did a lot of chilling here!

*sigh* i feel great! haha! now i am waiting for my lovely friends to finish up so we can walk back home to sleep and go to chem tmr! aha

anyways, I was thinking...I really feel far from God sometimes!  I just don't feel the Spirit moving, i fall into temptations so often, and I just like.. live a life that doesn't glorify Him! ... it really bothers me!  I feel like I'm being a hypocrite all the time!  haah actually! haha its weird!  like i say something, but then i do the opposite sometimes! HAAH so jokes! hah but not! Anyways, I really miss those times where I felt closer to Him! ahah okay yeah! i dont know where i'm going with theis.. it hink all I want to say is this:  I feel far from God.  i miss being close to Him.  I want to get closer to Him!

I am happy now, but I know that I will be happier!
its like... someone who gives you a cake.. ur happy, but then.. that cake is missing something.... like a flower! and you need taht flower to be COMPLETELY happy! haah!

*sigh* anyways, i am really happy i went to the gym today! it made me feel productive! LOL