BS

BS=BIBLE STUDY!

this week has been super bible study week for me!!! monday i did a prestudy on Col. 3:1-17 and it was soo much fun!!!! it's just like doing a bible study.. but for some reason it's more fun! or maybe it's more fun for me now than it was before.. but it was fun! and then yesterday (tues), I made a bible study on Col 1:1-23!! fro my koin!!! and it's just so much fun making bible studies!!! okay....you may think this sounds boring, but let me tell you, God teaches you/reveals soo many things to you when you are truly willing to let him do his stuff!!!  Anyways, it's been decided! I want to do this with my girlfriend/DG one day!!!
Maybe make it a monthly thing!! where we just slowly go through a book!!! and just keep going!! probably start in the new testament!! but, i really wanna do this!!!! we can have like a notebook or a laptop with a word document that says "pre studies" and we can write down all our notes and just have bible studies in our minds!! before, i thought it was really good to have a verse in your mind (which it is) but i find it so much more rewarding when you have like.. a full bible study in your mind!! why? cos you know that passage pretty well (maybe not memorized...)BUT, you know the jist of it, you know the background, and you can meditate on like.. a full out passage!! it's just really awesome!!! and say in the future, my gf/DG or I have to lead a bible study on something we already did, we can refer to our notes if needed!!!!
Just excited for this!!
God, I'm really excited to get to know you more, and i'm also really excited to do this with the one you have chosen for me!! :D:D I can wait, but I can't wait!!! hahaha!

Jireh!

first black eye!

LOL so yesterday, I got my first black eye!! LOL honestly, i've never got one before!! cos i've never been in a fight, I've never got punched in the face... and etc!!! like... it's just never had to happen!! haha i'm a pretty peaceful man!!!

Just thought you'd like to see my eyeball!! :D ahah

Anyways, so yesterdaay at cheer, I threw a girl in the air with my friend and i'm like.. okay now i just catch her like normal! haah and i think i just misjudged where she was.. big time!! HAHA i was like.. closer than i needed to be and essentially her hip bone hit my bone that right underneath my eye and boom! ahaha everything happened! LOL i blacked out for second, felt a gush of blood or something flow from my eye (which made a huge bump in my face), had a huge headache, and my eye was impaired for a good 20-30 seconds! lol someone asked me how many fingers they were holding up... but my right eye was fine so i answered them correctly LOL but yeah!!! my left eye was lagggged big time for the first bit and it hurt when i moved my eye! but yeah!! all is good now!.. eye is still poofy, bruise looks way worse than it did yesterday, still have a headache.. but its all good! i think i should be fine! :)

haha

Jireh!

i'm a science nerd...

LOL so today, i was walking to the gym and some girl passed me and she was on her phone! she was talking to her friend or w/e and was like "I want to get some of those jeans...yeah from Abercrombie" and stuff!! LOL what I heard "I want to get those genes"!!!!! AHHAAHA in those 2 seconds of her pause, i thought about how she's probalby some intelligent scientist who studies genes and genomes and stuff!!! i LEGIT thought she was doing research and just wanted to get some genes to manipulate/do tests on or use it for other random experiments! LOL then i heard abercrombie! LOl and even then...it didn't sink in!! LOL at first, LOL i thought abercrombie was like some sort of gene research place where you can purchase different genes from differnent species or w/e!!!! and i was like... oh that's interesting!! and then it dawned on mee!!!! LOOLOL iw as like.. waiiitt abercrombie.... LOL lik A&F!! AHHAHAHA and i was like SHOOOOOTT OMGGG!! she was talking about JEANS not GENES!!! LOLOLOL

anyways, yeah!! that was my awkward nerdy moment of the day!!! haha so weird!! did not expect that! LLOL

anyways! Smile guys!

Jireh!

cheerleader or crossfitter?! LOL

LOLOL so funny!! cos when I think about, "Am I a cheerleader or a crossfitter?" I sort of don't know what to say!! obviously atm i'd say i'm both...but if I had to pick one, it depends on context! HAHA When i'm with my cheer friends i FEEL like they think of me as the weird crossfitter! LOL (cos no one else really does it) so when i'm at cheer, i'm a crossfitter! and when I'm at my crossfit gym at home (markham), people know me as the cheerleader! LOL (mainly cos i just wear my free sponsored cheer shirts...even though half the time, i'm working out wihtout a shirt cos its so much easier to breathe that way! HAHA) but yeah!!!! i just thought it was interesting how when i'm at cheer, ppl think i'm the crossfitter, and when i'm at crossfit ppl think i'm the cheerleader! LOL

hmmm but yeah!! lol i have i had to chooose one of them.. i'd say i'm a crossfitter! LOLjust cos i feel like i can see myself doing that 5 years down the road!! lol so its more of a long term thing! i'm PROBABLY NOT going to be a cheerleader 5 years from now LOL sure i'll know how to do stuff, but i'm pretty sure i'm not going to still be one!! my cheerleading stuff will probalby end after I'm done undergrad! LOL (sad, but true)... okay not THAT sad! LOLOL but it is sort of sad! LOL

oh yeah! so yesterday.. i tried leg press for the first time in my life LOLOOL! sooo jokeess!!! my backsquat is around 335lbs i guess ( i can do 315 for 5 reps).. so i was like... hmmm i heard leg press helps ur backsquat so i went to the leg press machine nad i'm like.. okay! LOL i'll start off with 2 plates each side... and i do it and i'm like.. what the! OL i felt nothing! LOLOLOL!! so then i just kept on increasing by increments of 2 plates each side until we got to 10 plates each side! (okay tbh, i didnt feel anything until 8 plates each side LOL) so yeah 900lbs later...i'mlike oohh i see this is harder now! LOL i went for 1000lbs, but honestly, it hurt my back! LOLOL like even though there was a cushion... i could feel my bone pressing against the metal behind it! LOLOL too much weight mannnn! LOL but yeah!! honestly, i sort of think leg press is dumb cos most ppl who do it don't even do full range of motion (i did yesterday) but yeah! i guess there are some good things.. like it will help with strength and stuff but i'm much more into the squats! DO SQUATS!! its so much harder! even though leg press makes u feel strong... well i guess u are strong.. but squats are more beneficial in my opinion LOL

anyways....okay man.. i'm so bored!!! i had to kill an hour and i still have 20 mins left to kill! :(:(ahhhhh!!! oh yeah!! i watched this video a while back and i thought about it again recently!! cos i realized that it's trueeee!! which is why i stopped drinking coffee...and coffee makes my mind go crazy! LOL like i get restless and want to die and feel stressed and stuff! HAHAHA so yeah!! no coffee=happier jireh!!
i actualliy love this song! its so funny!! hahaa

SMILE!!

Jireh!!

this feeling!....

Ahhhh! right now i have this weird feeling in my body!!!!! don't reallly know what it is!!! but its like a mix of sad/happy/weird/nervous/scared/dunno LOL it's a weird feeling!!! but what i've realized is that maybe I am an extrovert! LOLOL like, i do like alone time and stuff, but I REALLY love being around people!!!! and just chilling!!! even if we don't do anything!! i like the presence of my friends!!! This weekend was pretty lonely!! even though i only had to be alone for like.. 5 hours LOL, it was lonely!!! for those who don't know, this weekend was ACF's fall retreat, and also Western's homecoming!! anyways, since i am a cheerleader, I had to cheer all day saturday...legit from 9:30am until like 5pm!  I got home...to an empty house cos my 4 housemates were out on retreat...then i took a really fast shower then hit the sack!! and fell asleep for a good 2-3 hours!! LOL i was actually so tired/dehydrated/burnt from the sun! LOL so yeah!! that sleep felt soo good!! but then when i woke up, no one was home still!! it was sort of sad!!! and the place i live, A LOT of my neighbours are from ACF and they were all gone!! (or so i thought)...so i didn't even bother leaving my house... just stayed and did some homework and stuff.. but it was so lonely! :( and sad!! LOL i could have went to a party, but it was just too far and stuff..and honestly, i wasn't in the mood for that kind of stuff!! i just wanted to chill with friends/talk/be happy! LOL I ended up watching the matrix! LOL it was interesting!!! i think the last time i watched it, i had no idea what was going on!!! LOL now i actually get it!! HHA so funny!! but yea! that was interesting! but yeah!! all in all, my saturday was tiring and lonely!
Anyways, my friends came home today, and i had the opportunity to chill with them!! :D made me pretty happy!!! :D they told me about their retreat and stuff!!! and I'm really happy for them!! I really wish i could have gone too, but it's okay i guess!! hopefuly i can go to the winter retreat!! i was able to go last year!! so yeah! HAHA *crossing fingers*

Anyways, back to this weird feeling i have!! no idea what it is!! it's just weird! and i can't really explain it!  Sometimes I think about my DG...and honestly, I have no idea who God has in mind for me, but I wish I could meet her soon!

mmm u know what i just thought about? I don't think i spent a lot of time with God this weekend! :(!! shooott!! that could also be a reason why i felt so lonely! LOLOL oh wow! its October now!! my birthday is coming up!! danngg!!! i'm sort of excited!!! but at the same time, i'm going to be 20.... soo old! i won't be a teen anymore!! its sort of sad!!!  haha i feel like i'm so sad right now! LOL but yeah! maybe cos i actually legit haven't been spending enough time with Him!! cos i find that there is a very positive correlation between my happiness/joy and the time i spend wiht God daily!!! need to get back on top of that!!!! oh man!! such a weird feeling!!! omg!! i think i'm starting to understand this feeling now!!! its like hunger...but not!! i thought it was cos i missed my friends! mmmm interesting! lol!  anyways, i guess this weekend, i didn't focus enough on the right things! this is interesting!! lol this is legit why i blog!!! it helps me realize things! HAAHA

ANYWAYS! hope ur all doing welll!! :D haha

Jireh!